everything is been fine...

my life just like simple...
i wanna work hard to face with my trial...
although now i got a bit lazy mood...
anyway i will force myself to do more revision...
i'm very scared i can't get a good results...
if not i really dunno wat can i do...==
i want show to everybody i can do it as well as possible...=)
i won't make my mum feel disappointed to me...
the time is passed so fast....
still got 3months!!SPM is the big day for me....
what should i plan and do???
this is the big main...==''
i won't think so much...i want to try my best to do well in SPM..
then oly think what course should i take?!!!
still got very far distance need to go...
hope evrything is gonna be fine...^^

沉默!

我和你也要一年...
这样就离去...
我真的舍不得...
可是又如何呢？
你已经选者了这个决定...
我也尊重你!
我知道每个朋友都叫我振作起来...我很谢谢你们!
可是你们说的容易..面对的不是你们...你们是不懂得我的心情是如何...
其实我们都很深爱对方...可是你却不要这段感情...
我真的不知道你在想什么...

我怎么哭你也不在乎...
我哭了三天三夜又怎么样?
也是一样的决定...
为什么我那么的傻...
一次又一次的被你伤害...
出于两人都有错..我也不怪你...
如果我有错..我对你说声对不起...

对你说的话：
我是不是你最疼爱的人?
你为什么不说话?
握着你冰冷的手懂也不懂让我好难过！
当我最需要你的时候你却沉默不说!

没关系罢...
也去我们已变成时尚最熟悉的陌生人...=）
可是我却方不下你那模糊的脸!

6B Gathering...i'm love it~

lolx...
really long time no see...
i think 4 year no see them le...
really miss them so much...
when jin jin and joe yin gonna back...
suddenly jin jin kiss me o.O...><
scary me...hehe^^
but still okie...''hou ji mui''xD
i enjoys every moment with u galz and guys...~
miss u all...

1st day of holidays~

finally finished all the things...
my performance gt some mistake...
but anywhere still not bad..=)
so sad..u told that u gt come on the day..
but at last u tell me u will late came..T.T
haiz..

today is my 1st day holidays~
really so bored leh...
dunno do wat arr...
many homework not yet done...
but dunno how to start...
i'm so lazy..><

need arrange all time alrd..
stat study lah...
spm trial still got 2 months...
so near around me...
but i not yet prepare...

i also will divide some time go gai gai with friend de...
is not really like a boring holidays jor...
holidays also not like holidays luh~
also is sam3...@@

anywhere...
this week he cant accompany me de lah...
nvm lah..=)
i will considerate u..^^
but i hope that u wont forget me..~

last more day to go,,,

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
recently so tired o.O...
this week every day also stay back at skul until 4something....
i noe not just me oly,still all pbc members...^^
wed and thurs also late back home..
sleep also no time sleep...
the time is move very fast...can i stop it and return back some time...lolx

today is last today we prepare le...
anything also almost complete..=)
but is very scared the performance not so nice...
i very scared i forgot step and act...

i hope everyone can supports me...
but i most want the ppl attend,he dun think want come..!haih..
i want a wonderful day on 5 june...

this week me and him also got many problems...
i really fan....wat can i do?
i really dunno...><
i noe that u many assignment do...but u can give some to me??
when u on fb and yam cha with friend got time but for me??
everyday just say i want quarrel with u...how come i want do that??
nothing to do ah?haih....

finally finished my lisan...^^
let go on...tomolo is the days...
will be continues...==

♥ new stella shan♥

finished exam...happy!
result not bad...xD
have to relax!
=)

wtf!!

WHAT DID U WANT FROM ME??=(
SOMETIME U TREAT ME GOOD;SOMETIME U TREAT ME BAD...
SOMETIME U MAKE ME SMILE:)SOMETIME U MAKE CRY...T.T
I REALLY DUNNO...
I'M TRYING BE EMO AND BLUR RIGHT NOW..!!
=((

考试期间～

这次的考试对我来说好像很轻松的...^^

因为全科都一个小时...
不用想..会就会；不会就不会..
我也没什么时间复习...
因为星期四早上很不幸我叔叔去世了...
所以这几天都很忙...
考试也没什么重要...
没有心情读..
况且，一天考三科？
不知道怎样办的？
很想把全部科目都考得很优秀...
可是，看自己的态度都还没到这个程度...
唉..一天又一天..
这次的考试很快就结束..
今天国语，英语都还好..
满容易..可是，历史呢？
一定不及格..完全不会..
只是做一点而已...
一看到历史书就想做猪...哈哈!!
还有几天，就拼命吧~
加油!!@@

重新整理自己～

还有一个星期就考试了～
虽然这次不是很重要...
我也要努力考好来,因为SPM对我来说还有不久的时间!!
一天又一天..看着时间走得很快，很害怕...><
很讨厌的是学校开放日...成绩是拿上次的分数!!
我却考得很差...不及格都有几科...怎么办呢??

考完试就要忙联欢会...
也是全体华文学会会员最不得空的时刻...
每一天都要留堂，很辛苦啊!!!
又要自己一个人嗮着太阳走路回家...
很怕整个人变得很黑很黑...@@

而我和‘’他‘’慢慢也各走各的路...
他开始上college life了...
再也没多余时间陪我...
可是我不知道我俩可以拥有这份‘’爱‘’能撑到几久...
希望永不分离...^^

而我呢??就呆在家读书...
我知道我每次都只是讲却没做到!!
我要在六月的假期用工读书...
反正在家无所事事...
做点有意义的事更好吧~

因为我每次身体很弱...
妈妈提议每天早上陪我一起做运动...
免得考试有生病...T.T
他每次都说我没做运动...
从那天骑单车的时候才懂得自己那么的弱..
也许他也讲的很对吧~

在这几个星期他陪我看了不少电影...
很开心和他度过开心的每一天...
谢谢My Dear~

2day no go skul..@@

Sunday nite was raining so heavy...
didnt use umbrella...
so my body all drench~
make me sick alrd...

feel exacting...
flu+coughing,my voice become so Sexy..^^
so tired this few week...
dunno why??
many ploy is around me...
dancing,tuition and went to UM seminar Bm...
10 hours non-stop...damn tired!!

today,stomach pain..
cant tahan..
nid take medicine oly recover~T.T
actually want go to skul...
coz i'm really [P]so many day le...
but,today skul got activity..
so many ppl didnt go..
i just follow instruction...^^

♥thursdy night ♥

♥here some pictures to share ♥

心声！

昨晚从我开始跟你分的那一秒至到半夜2.00....
我哭红了双眼...一直在想我们的回忆！！
去到学校，不知如何面对朋友...又哭了起来！
连考试也没有心情....。
非常辛苦...很难受！T.T
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样？
我们还是深爱着对方吗？

现在我不懂要怎样...
也许需要一点时间来冲谈吧～
我从来没试过那么伤心的感觉！
我知道每次吵架都因我而起....
可是你也不能说我一次又一次的带男孩子回家...
我真的没有做过对不起你的事...
我的嘴唇给你弄伤了...
到现在都还没有复原....
吃东西都很疼痛...T.T
还越来越严重！
我只是脾气很坏！我都对你很随和了...
可是你却对这份感情这样的离去...
一点不舍得都没有吗？？

不要每次都只是错怪别人....
想想自己有没有错呢？
人总是失去了才来后悔...
希望你能好好的想！
我心里一直还有你！
很不舍得失去你...
虽然你对我做的一切都令我很讨厌！！
原来你还有心情去CLUBBING的！
就将算吧～

今天我冒着大雨回家！
整身湿淋淋的～
也许伤心又怎么的度过一天～
不如开开心心不是更好的觉解吧！

我们到此为止！

mayb i make this decision is true!
i think we break alrd will better~
always keep quarrel just becoz a small things..!
i try to make ownself strongly...
and wont sad just becoz of u...
but i still cant!!!

i dunno how now??
tomolo i have exam...
how i face it?
can i dun go to skul??
i think my add math sure failed!!!

i very sad!!
i noe i always make things to quarrel...
but sometime i also cant tahan u small gas!!!
just now at coffee house i didnt sms any1...
i saw u sms oly...
i just play games and studying eko!!!
when reach home,oly got 1 guy message me......
did i wrong??

sometime,
i noe that i sms many boys...
but...
we r just a normal friends!!!
i think u think so much alrd!!!
u have change many!~
i hope that u can find a suitable gal with u!

suck day!

today after finished skul..
me and my cousin take bus went to old town eat lunch...
wait my dear come fetch me too...
pay the bil then back home...

when reach home oly noe my fon leave at old town...
it was very suck!!!
make him ma fan again and waste he car oil..==''
i'm sorry....
then back old town again...
enter the old town and ask the waiter...
she says no see my fon!!!
that time i'm very no mood and didnt say anything...
mayb i really ''da tou har''!!!@@

at car,let he scold...
say i always leave things and wont see carefully....
okie,fine..
at last he still say have 1 day i sure lost my purse!!
damn angry he say like that...
dun shown he care still say me..==!

reach home,give my mum sold again...wtf...
say i'm stupid,idiot,fan shu!!!!
den my mum call my fon...
oly noe that my fon at he car!!!

today is a bad day for me!!!
i very hate...really suck!!
wanna give them scold the fon oly came out!!!

moody..

why this happen come from me again??

i hate this feel!!
can dun treat me like this?
izzit me so important in ur heart??
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last sunday!tea time with my sis and her bf!!==''
lolx...we just ate le RM30.00...
really expensive o??
haha...actually most cheap is us..xD
just have a fun here and play card!
everyone was looking us...pai seii==''

busy in exam!!

finally finished 2 subject alrd...
no more memorize!!!
i hate exam bm...coz need to memorize those story...

english still okie for me..^^
essay i still can do..haha..

today i just use an hours to do maths revision..
most can get A de subject is maths...
no more choose..==''
but i hate [transformation 3]...
i not really noe about this chapter...
but i must do it...coz this chapter got 12 marks!!!

when oly can finished exam??
still got 2more week to go...
gambateh bah~

swimming..^^

today early go he house have a breakfast...
ofcoz he cook for me lah..^^
so delicious....burger with egg and meat,milo and coffee...
after that stay he house until almost 2o'clock...


4o'clock go ''bintang''look fon fair a while...
then have a eat at here... back to popo again..==''
my cousin want take shirt and we go swimming...haha


today quite funny and great...
we swim 2hours at here and ''bu she de''back...xD

skul holiday 4th days..

opps...so fast today is thursday...
actually we decide go he house in the morning...
coz he want make breakfast for me..:)

but he sleep late le...
so at 10o'clock he fetch me at popo house and go 2o2o【cha chan she】eat...xD
take away food for mummy den back popo house again...
then he say want see newspaper and look for movie...
we stay at popo house until 12o'clock...
play with babie..^^

then we go galaxy watched 【Aｌｉｃｅ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｗｏｎｄｅｒｌａｎｄ】

then 3spmething back home....
happy that always can out with him...
enjoy all the moment!!!~

tonight gonna be good night..^^

i'm happy that i have no problem with him...
but i dunno this problem will happen again onot...
i hope that wont not happen it..:)
i luv him 4ever and ever...
i dun wanna break without any reason....
i'm sorry that i say''break''to u b4...

in the morning...
i have ate breakfast with him...
after that shi yuan[cutie mui]came to my house and visit me...^^
this mui so funny....that my birth pass 2 month alrd...
but she still giv me a present...
i vy like it..coz she all start that she giv me it ''hand make''
inside the box got 1 fon accessary....@@
i very luv it...thx mui so muach..muackxx!!

amost 4 o'clock that big pig came to my house...
coz we going swim...hehe..
1st time swim with him...**

then,
he back home bath and fetch he dad...
but at last he dad is back...
no nid he fetch...

he say 7o'clock come my house that have dinner with me...
but he late...T.T
i'm so hungry that time...
just came back from swimming...
finished atc...we go [caring]buy milk for baby..^^

today he have accompany whole day with me....xD

规则：

① 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
② 请传给另外十个人
③ 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!
④ 这当中的十位不得拒绝
⑤ 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
⑥ 这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福
⑦ 不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

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坐上幸福热气球，开始咯幸福热气球：
第一阶段
① 绰号: shan,stella
② 星座：魔蝎座
③ 生日：1993年1月18日
④ 兴趣：逛街，唱歌，上网，看戏,睡觉
⑤ 血型：我也不确定...好像是A
⑥ 最宝贵的东西：当然是我的手机
⑦ 最討厭的东西：跟他吵架

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幸福热气球：
第二阶段
① 有喜欢的人吗: 有
② 有交往吗：有
③ 幸福吗：可以说幸福吧...幸福吧=]
④ 他很爱你吗：很爱！
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么：剪短头发.. xD

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幸福热气球：
第三阶段
① 你被谁点：Xiao Yee
② 他是你的谁：朋友
③ 他的个性是：随和，开朗 ，靓女 ，可爱
④ 他长得怎样：美丽，可爱
⑤ 跟他认识多久：两三年
⑥ 你想跟他说什么：希望你能绑牙..
⑦ 如果他变成你的情人：不可能咯...除非我们是less..xD

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幸福热气球：
第四阶段
① 最爱的音乐：随便..
② 最爱的季节：春天
③ 最爱的卡通：没有
⑤ 最想去的国家：环游世界
⑥ 最爱的水果：watermelon
⑦ 最爱的饮料：ice-lemon tea
⑧ 最爱的人：全家人，还有他，还有我的可爱的妹妹。。

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幸福热气球：
第五阶段
① 你很爱哭吗：是的。
② 你很爱笑吗：一时
③ 你是很有信心的人吗：没有
④ 你想要怎样的生活：简简单单
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：当然
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：like ah....每天都会听的
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：没有，我没有体育的精神
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：非常喜欢
⑨ 你很专情吗：当然啦~hoho
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：当然喜欢啦，我的爱好^^

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幸福热气球：
第六阶段 开始点名
1. shi yuan
2. jackson leong
3. khai qi
4. yen yee
5. deidre
6. shi qin
7. joey
8. sarah goh
9. chang cheng
10. sammi

「五号跟谁谈恋爱」 don't know
「一号是男的还是女的」女
「六号人很好吗」my mui mui de jie jie.
「九号很色吗」不懂哇..
「七号跟三号在一起吗] 有啊~
「八号是单身吗] 是
「十号喜欢一号吗」认识可是不是很熟。。
「五号读那间学校」我的学校咯
「六号喜欢谁」我也不知道
「二号喜欢唱歌吗」还好啦。。
「你爱七号吗] okay lor..
「三号住哪] Setia Wangsa
「十号跟你告白」没有啦。。我的公公啊～～
「四号有宠物吗」有。。

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如果你有三个愿望，Tell me your wish :
希望能和他好好的相处，SPM STRAIGHT9A+,祝大家学业猛进....

伤心!!

伤心也要带着笑容来对待每个人...

不要此自己那么低潮...而更加坚强!!!

也许我想太多了...

不知道一阵感觉已告诉了我你的距离越来越远....
我每一天都睡不着...因为我一直都在幻想我们的过去...
为何好像很大的差别呢?
我也不知道谁变了...
其实谁变都一样...感觉好像已不同了...
不在乎，不懂得，不理睬...
一时，我好像变成男角色...而你就变成女角色...
什么都要我容纳你，迁就你...
我知道我也有错...
丢蛮，自私，什么都有...
可是，这些都是女孩子的性格啊?
一时你的脾气一来...
可那么的可怕呢?
什么心情都没有...
连我都给忘掉..不知要跟我聊些什么..
我全都明白...
骂我多过爱我...
我心一直在忍..而你不知道我的痛...
我要找个人诉苦都不能..
眼泪一滴一滴的从眼边流出来...
我很幸苦啊!!
可以不要再给我这种感觉吗?
我要的是和你开心的度过每一天....

话总说不清楚该怎么明了

一字一句像圈套

旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹

你的双手甩开刚好的微妙

然后战火再燃烧


我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮


爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑


我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子乱乱绕


只是想让我知道只是想让你知道爱的警告
只是想让我知道只是想让你知道这警告


我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉

suddenly

昨晚，又再一次跟他吵架...
唉!有时我总觉得自己在你心目中的位置是时有时无...
只要有别的事情我的位置就往下铁..

我也没什么心情和你聊天...
只好自己一个人在想想...
听下悲伤的歌...
不知不觉眼泪就流了出来...
然后就去睡觉...ZZZ

今天我有带电话去学校...
我也没问他能载我吗...
大概12.00多，他就问我几点放学?
我还以为他来载我...
可是他回复我的是‘’我问下而已‘’
唉..

过后...
他说他已到了学校...
我非常开心...
因为不用嗮着太阳走出去搭巴士...
而且，这几天都蛮日...
也觉得很突然...

哈哈!!

waiting for holidays!!!

so fast,now alrd mac..
exam was coming soon..
add 1 extra class for add math tuition...T.T
so early alrd wake up...but also not enough time to prepare...
i think no 1 time is early reach there...==''

another is..
5/3 got dancing class...
really damn angry...
always rush here for practice dance..
but she also not yet open the door...
really want bite her!!!!
we so hungry...
so we decide go korea house here eat...^^
2.30 go back for dance...but the dance teacher not yet came...
we keep waiting to him...
at last but not least...he took us he still at 1u..
what the fuck!!really waste our time 99...
so,we just like nothing..today just for practice dance lu~
but at last,another dance teacher was teach us...
lucky she teach us..so our dance become more energy and nice!!^^

this week at skul got a bit busy...
busy for oral,lisan!!T.T
all also not yet done!really want to cry..
skul activity..the point is i dun1 to stay back!!xD
finished the holidays is time to exam!!!
how i survival??

元宵节快乐！！

今天是最后一天新年了...

再此祝个位''新年快乐''

又要回复原本的我...
没有假期真难过...T.T
只好，好好的读书...
还有不久的时间就要SPM了...
很可怕哦...

要如何应付呢？
尤其是国语...
我重来没及格过...
还要看其他科目吗??

时间已经很充实了...
只有星期一和六得空休息一会儿...
其它时间就读书和补习...

至于''他''今天是最后一天工作...
我有点开心^^而他?

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Happy Chinese New Year!

i have enjoy chinese new year with him....^^
every day also late oi oi...
coz ''lan dou''...haha!
wishes all my dear friend can have a wonderful new year!
get more 'ang pao''hehe...

shop whole days!!!

9something awaken....

prepare finished alrd,then daddy fetch us go wei tcw home.....
around 12something at noon... we started go to sunway have a shop here..... pavillion
sungai wang
KLCC
lol....really fun!!!
9something went to klcc wait dear fetch back!
it was very tired!!tomorrow still have skul!!xD